The Route

In the midst of loneness
Out of tears of despair
Trembling inside
Life weighs so much
At least that’s how it feels
In all directions I swim
Its hard to tell-I’m drowning within myself
I fight harder to maintain a float
Deeper- towed with two voices
“Let go” a voice pleading my soul
“You can not give up so soon” a voice affirming my heart
Am I meant to face the hurdle all through?
If I believe it, it will come true
Unable to declare a quit
The path of life is never a silky route